09 3 / 2014
———HOW DO YOU DO A READ MORE ON YR PHONE, OH WELL W/E———
One shitty thing about moving cities is that I have to set up a whole new GP network which, given my medication, is awful as I hate going in for a prescription as the GP scrutinises the fuck out of you. So, I’ve been putting it off, which has really back fired.
I’ve worked hard to get my depression in hand, which is going well! I’m off my meds for that which I’m super proud of, but my anxiety has been getting a lot worse. I’m having weekly attacks which is fucking awful, and over NOTHING, and not having my anti-anxiety stuff is making it worse. Thank god I have a medical professional for a boyfriend who can guide me through an attack.
Ugh, my life is ridiculously (touch wood) good at the moment. I want this demon out. I know it’s not a reaction from going off my ssris as I’ve been off them/tapering off them for six months. Probably just new job/new town thing. But it gets worse when I’m home alone so I’m dreading the three weeks until I start my new job.
I wish I could just iron out the part of my brain that makes me feel like I’m dying on a weekly basis, like that woman who got a partial lobotomy because she kept swallowing forks. I need to get a therapist to get some dealing tips and start with my mindfulness meditation again.
05 3 / 2014
Full-time job and now full-time in Toowoomba! WOWEE.
03 3 / 2014
"Everyone deserves not just to survive, but to live. This is the most important legacy of Solomon Northrup. I dedicate this award to all people who have endured slavery and the 21 million people who still suffer slavery today."